Skinhead
Ben Sherman’s, buttoned down
Levi’s turned up, braces locked tight
Doc Martins laced high
Harrington’s for fight, or flight.
Heads bristling
Legs loping
Fists clenching
Richard Allen
Pulp fiction
Barely 200 pages
Finished in a session
A blinding whirl
Of boots and girls
Knuckles and rucks
Birds and fucks
Chancing your luck
Woodbines and beer
A snarl and a sneer
What are you doing here?
They linger and hover
Awaiting some bovver
Some gnarling and gnashing
Some fun Paki-bashing
While tranny radios play
Infectious reggae tunes
To dance to in rooms
Of tight terraced houses
In Party Seven carouses

——————–
Stripped
To a place
Where there is nothing
Everything is beyond
Coarse rocks groan
Under the weight
Of my abandonment
Somewhere flotsam floats
Mocking my suspension
In the darkness
Deaf, blind, mute
Only a salty taste
And the tides caress
Safe at last
Lost
Within an ocean’s vastness
Church
I don’t care much for Church
Our Christening Party outnumbered
The congregation many times over
And I wondered who was joining who
His robes older than the pews
The vicar conjured bonhomie and boredom
Unfamiliar hymns blared amplified
As if volume was enough to disguise bland dirge
There were no notices
Perhaps no-one cared anymore

Hiraeth
I yearn, my body aches
To return
To a place which
Is no longer
There
A longing
For something
To assuage my soul
A soul
Which has been
Rent asunder
Orange E Mail – An Epitaph
Orange e mail stops today
Wednesday the thirty first of May
They’ve had enough, they didn’t ask
They just decided they could no longer be arsed
The Akashic Records
Suspended in a place,
Beyond earthly reach,
In a store of infinite space.
Where everything is known,
From east, south, north and west.
Where everything is shown
To those who wish to look,
Before now and after,
Recorded in a book.
Past Life Fragment
It was as if I had always been there
That I had known them all my life
My untaught hands knew what to do
I did not need to learn these things anew
Travel
We journey to experience,
To discover.
To learn, to taste new foods,
To hear new sounds, to see new sights,
To touch for the first time.
Yet however far we travel,
The past is never far behind
Goose Fair Nottingham
Amidst the tumult, I grasped her slight hand, tightly,
Cheers, laughter, song and wild gasps
Filled my soul, filled her soul, I knew
A dizzy euphoria, an intoxication, I sensed
Such rapture transcended our temporal happiness
It gathered all the joy that surrounded us,
And had ever surrounded us, and had ever been,
And was yet to come.
It gathered it all in a celebration of what was now,
What had been, and what was to come
In a moment
Ophelia
You promised, you threatened , you left
Without saying goodbye
Girding your skirts in crumpled dark clouds
Yet holding onto your tears
”God has given you one face, and you make yourself another”
Midday morphing into a ghostly orange hue
Daytime and night time maddeningly askew
Great huffs and puffs scatter boughs and branches
Strewn like discarded flowers tossed aside by a disinterested lover
You said we should call you Ophelia
We know what you are, but know not what you may be
Passing momentarily
Ruby
A silent world of fear
Where to say nothing
Is better than to say something
I did all the talking
She nodded, and smiled
I almost heard a giggle
As I teased her
I called her puppet spot
Walking to the park
She clung tight to my shadow
Afraid of the bright light
Of the world beyond
As we raced to climb the grappling ropes
Her frenzy to reach the top first a soundless scream
Exchanging exhausted gasps
She gleefully looked down
I asked whether she knew what stoic meant
Of course she did not
An innocent beauty
Incarcerated in a brutal cage
Struck dumb in a cacophonous world
She could not say goodbye
Nor could I
I’ve not read ‘Skinhead’ – looks rather like ‘Trainspotting’ 😉
Yes, it was. It was a classic anti-lit, pulp fiction series by Richard Allen which sold in bucket loads to teenage boys with its diet of violence, profanity, and sex. It was a curious working class phenomena which veered towards fascism , before embracing multi-culturalism. The stark, brutal imagery associated with the cult was a mirror of what they saw around them.